Day One: Studied Standard Model. Struggled with driving forces and interacions. On the surface the theory appears arbitratry and not connected. This shows that Ido not understand the theory in itself, just its predictions. Memorizing the names of the quarks and leptons is not  a great task, therefore not much ground was made.To truly understand a theory the beginnings and assumptions have to be clear (and they are not as of now).

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